A letter to Jane Strawbridge Ledyard from her nephew, Stockton Strawbridge. This letter consists of four pages written in the usual way, in black ink. At the end of the fourth page, Stockton wrote across the length of the page in red ink, right over the black lines. His writing was so beautiful and even, that there was no problem in reading the letter. Paper was dear in those days, and it wasn't unusual to find people writing all around the borders of their letters.
San Francisco 21 Jan. 1855
Dear Aunt
Your letter of 28 Nov. was handed me a day or two before the
steamer of the 16th left, but I had not time to answer it by that
opportunity. You have received, I hope, my letter of (about) 16
Dec., acquainting you with the change in my position. I commenced
my new duties on the 18th Dec. and have been kept closely occupied
at the desk every day since, including the last three Sundays.
The end of the year is always a busy time, making out stated accounts,
closing others, and getting ready for the coming year, etc. I
do not think I have ever been so closely confined to work as here,
except perhaps at Pittsburgh. In the last week of December we
moved to a new office, at the comer of Comin'l and Montgomery
Sts over Davidsons, Bank, and have three fine rooms, which being
handsomely fitted up -new carpets, furniture, etc., are not surpassed
by anything of the kind in the city. The front room looking on
Montgomery St. being the largest, is the main office - from that
a door leads into my room and then comes the private office. Beyond
that comes a small room at present unoccupied, but which I could
use as a sleeping room. Mr. H. seems rather desireous I should
sleep in the office. My room, as I call it, contains the large
safe and a long desk - this is the scene of my labors and here
I am from morning till night, having a duplicate key to the fireproof,
I get to work long before Joh. gets to the office. I never go
out - all the out door business is attended to by the other clerks,
so that I am entirely out of the world of comercial business,
and not being seen by the few merchants I know, shall soon be
forgotten by them and in case of another breakup, I should be
more than ever at a loss to whom or where to apply for a situation.
Out of sight, out of mind, I fear is more the case in California
than elsewhere. For my duties - they are, if monotonous, not difficult
or complex, except at every three or six months. I do not think
they will be laborious or keep me at the office during the evening.
One real comfort I experience, I am not expected to act as poster
- make fires sweep and dust, and cleanse spittoons, as was the
case at B & H's . This is all attended to by a proper person.
I have not yet been told what is to be the amount of my compensation
-and am anxious to know, as it would have some influence in deciding
whether I should take up my quarters at the office. I am still
at the hotel, where I have a good room and on many accounts, feel
loath to give it up -- Still I should not hesitate to do so -the
saving of $300 per ann. is an object - but there is a material
objection. This is the fact that both the brothers CH. Are in
the habit of coming down to the office every Sunday and remain
there all day, more or less -if they find anything to work at,
they work - (it is seldom but what they can find something to
do) then persons are coming in, French and others - and then it
is talk and gas about investments, interests, water lots, various
stocks and speculations generally. Now I do not like this - I
am perfectly willing to work on Sundays when business is pressing
- have no conscientious scruples in so doing - wish I could say
I had, but ordinarily I am for putting aside on that day, all
business cares --- so far as possible. This untiring devotion
to money making, with all it's attendant anxieties, becomes wearisome.
It isn't a prominent feature in California, where, until not a
very long time ago, Sunday formed little or no exception in the
strife of labor which marks the rest of the week. So long then
as the gentlemen are at the office on Sundays, of course, there
is no freedom or privacy for me. At B & H's I had no annoyances
of any kind. Sometimes when the steamer was to leave on Monday
morning, B. would come down on Sunday and write a few letters,
but usually from Saturday night till Monday morning, I saw nothing
of him. This is one reason I hesitate to remove my traps (suitcases)
to the office. As to salary I have no great expectations, and
it has occurred to me that perhaps one reason for the apparent
desire of Mr. H. to have me lodge in the office, is that the room,
being rent-free, may be considered an item in my compensation.
The other clerk gets but 125/p.mo. and told me he applied to Mr.
H. some time ago for a raise, but it was "no go" - he
was told
that Mr. H's expenses were so great that the profits of the office
were reduced to a mere point! This is all gas -- as I happen to
know, for a B & H's I had an opportunity of seeing the markets
and other bills of the family - (B and his wife live with H.)
and they would make you stare - I really should not wonder if
H's annual expenses were from 25 to 30/M DIls. Besides he is rich,
so considered here, having been very fortunate in his private
speculations with a number of clients, both here and abroad, who
have placed large sums in his charge for investment which yield
commissions. (He has the business of nearly all the French in
town.) He came here from N. 0. - not five years ago. There he
had been unfortunate - when he left he might have used the queer
saying, "If anybody owes me, I hope they'll pay me right
off, and if I owe anybody, I forgive 'em the debt!" He landed
here in debt and yet he is now looked upon as a man of substance,
so it is idle to talk about not being able to pay his clerks high,
or even liberal salaries. Hereafter, Dear Aunt, you shall not
have any cause to remonstrate about the inattention to my own
interests - I see, now, that in so selfish a place as this - a
disposition to act
honorably and liberally with those who observe not the same lines
of conduct, may be regarded as a species of Quixotism. I desire
no presents or gifts from anybody - have always felt unwilling
to receive them - can't help the feeling, however singular it
may appear, but for my salary whatever it may be, little or much,
I'll have every dollar of it, if my employer is so flat broke
that he has to go out and rob somebody to pay me. It is pleasant
to say, at the conclusion of this long story about myself, that
Mr. H. treats me with consideration and kindness. He is so easy
to "get on" with - so polite and attentive to any request
I may make for explanations of business. He is one of the most
gentlemanly men I have ever met with and is like by everyone.
I really think I could get along with him, year in and year out,
without a cross look or word. I like him extremely ----- Perry
paid me a visit last evening and I read parts of your letter to
him, tho' I find his sisters keep him well posted up. We often
talk together about the folks in Cazenovia. I do so earnestly
desire to pay a visit there! Yet what an idle dream it is - Perry,
I hope, will eventually do well. He is in some bother just now
about his Sandwich Is. Business,
which annoys him much. If he can rid himself of this, and keep
in with Dows, it is not unlikely he may become a partner. This
is conjecture --. Old Dows has gone into the whiskey business
with a "perfect looseness". He has lately put up buildings
for distilling, at a short distance
from town, at an expense of some $50/M and P says, is prepared
to go in for $100/M! His wife, P. says, is not coming. Jackson's
wife has arrived some time since. P. has proposed to me that we
should call on Mrs. Vande (water?), Gen. Hurd's daughter, now
living here with her husband who was formerly the agent for the
M-------ir S. S. Co. I have not seen her since she was a school
girl at Mrs. Larrar's ? in and passed Christmas holidays at Sidney.
P. became acquainted with her lately and called on her New Years
Day -- I condole with cousin George on his retirement from office
- "Othello's occupation is gone". (what an original
quotation!) but one comfort is "once a Captain, always a
Captain", and we can continue to call him "Colonel Ledyard"
- how well it sounds. I have often wished to see G. with his new
unicorn on and behold him on the Governor's staff "cavorting"
about on a fine "horse". Let us hope the factory prospects
will improve - if the war continues - their stock of casemens?
(guere kersigmerd?) may come in good play - The poor soldiers
before Sebastopol have a hard time of it. It is perfectly unaccountable
to me how there can be any sympathy HERE for the Russian cause
- Yet there are very many who are anxious for the success of Nicholas
- Russia is the very last country (leaving out Africa) that I
should fancy for a residence. I noticed in that last N.Y. paper
that some lawyer of that city has gone over to offer his services
to Nicholas. I hope he'll have a good time, tho bayonets and can
non shots and mines, rifles, etc. are harder to detect than the
quirks and quiddities of the law. That our "Ancient grudge"
against England should prompt many to desire the discomfiture
of her forces in the Crimea, I can understand, but the French
have always been our friends and allies, and it showed in sad
want of proper feelings to rejoice over the success they meet
with - I hope still to hear that Sebastopol has been stormed,
yet it will, I fear, prove an unsatisfactory
triumph as far as the prospect of peace is concerned. The resources
of Nicholas are said to be almost inexhaustible and when men are
led to give undoubted faith to the justice of their cause, and
that death in battle is but the passport to Heaven, they will
fight like fiends - Ignorance and fanaticism were ever twin brothers.
I was surprised to notice in a paper that the lady, Miss Nicholson,
who has left England with 40 nurses, to minister to the sick and
wounded in the military hospitals, is a young lady of good family,
highly accomplished and well informed - has traveled much (and
I suppose read more). Her father, a man of great wealth, in Derbyshire
- what a sing
ular fancy, tho if the undertaking is prompted by a sincere desire
to ameliorate the condition of the suffering soldiers (and she
is said to be disposed to works of benevolence), she is entitled
to more credit than even the good sisters of charity, for it is
their "vocation".
I saw in a "Humbolt' paper, last evening, a notice that the Editor had been obliged to "Mr. Strawbridge" for some news about Indian troubles, which he had just brought in. I suppose it was Jem.
Wonders will never cease, I am anxious to hear more about that boat which "turns on a pivot" --- and thus gains in tacking. Whereabouts is the pivot? A slow boat may win a race from this advantage - something like the sailor who said "what he couldn't do in dancing, he could make up in turning round". Please remember on you next to describe this "peculiar construction". What a fine thing it would be for our ships if they could turn on a pivot round Cape Home.
I have not heard lately from Philadelphia - am happy to learn Father continues in such comfortable health. The papers mention the excessive cold weather at the East - how I wish you could pass a few weeks here at the present season, that you might experience a realizing sense of our delightful climate - I am writing in a room without fire - and could keep the windows open without inconvenience - the climate of California is the only thing I should give up with regret. I have taken Sunday morning to scribble this letter - and will leave the vacant space below in case anything turns up between this and steamer day. Please direct to me "care of Lucien Hermann Esq."
29th The mail is just in. Buslings ? brother James, a passenger, brought me a couple of daguerrotypes of Betty's two eldest children. B. writes that your Helen was on a visit to Anne, who was to give that night (3 Jan.) a big party. It strikes me, Anne is "going it with a rush" in fashionable life -- B. further says, "George (yours, as I understand) has sailed for Europe! I hope he is not going to offer his services to Nicholas! I presume you would have a word to say against any such plan. 3 1 st Nothing to add, but the assurance of my affectionate regards and my respects to Mr. L. and all the family.
S.S.