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Phinyx European Headquarters
Schoenborn Palace, Prague
Friday, 14 December 2029
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"Tetrarch Karolina?" called Amshula from her station. "Gate
security scanners show this fellow has a sword hidden on him.
The blade's
curved; could be a saber."
Karolina abandoned her manual on small-arms training and immediately
punched the button that relayed the man's image to the counselor's
com-screen, flagged Priority A-1. Then she swiveled her chair
around to take
a look at the monitors on the far wall.
Monitor 4 showed the man--185 centimeters, powerful build, wearing
a knee-length green cape over black trousers and white shirt--nodding
pleasantly to the two uniformed Guardians at the outermost
gate. A plain-clothes Guardian, seated
near the stone fountain and apparently enjoying the winter sunshine,
kept
her eye on him as he walked across the courtyard. Monitor 8
(a view
from inside the lobby) showed another plain-clothes on her way to the
front
of the reception desk, ready to delay him if ordered, trained to disarm
or kill him if necessary.
Like most people, the man paused just outside the arched entryway of
dark stone to look up at the carved stone garlands over the windows of
the four-storied building, and camera 6 was perfectly positioned to
take
advantage of his predictable behavior. His dark hair was cut
short,
and his clean-shaven face was improbably handsome.
"Mmm," murmured Amshula appreciatively. "I'm off-shift in
half an hour; maybe he'll still be here."
"You have class on assassination this afternoon," Karolina reminded the
young woman.
"Not until two."
"It's nearly noon."
"For him, I'd skip lunch."
Karolina would, too. But-- "You won't get the chance,"
Karolina said, for while they'd been talking, the counselor's reply had
appeared on Karolina's com-screen. Karolina sent the
all-clear signal to the Guardians at the entry points, then told
Amshula, "Sister Caorran's been assigned
to escort him, and then he has an appointment."
"With who?"
"The counselor."
Amshula's eyebrows went up. "Who is this guy?"
"Let's find out." Karolina turned on the audio pick-up, and
they heard the receptionist say, "Your name, please?"
The man's voice was pleasantly deep and darkly suggestive, just like
his eyes. "Duncan MacLeod."
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Duncan had just given his name to the receptionist when a woman dressed
in a blue tunic and green leggings burst through the door to his
right. "Sara!" he called, and she came at him running and
landed in his arms
with a thump, just like when she'd been six years old. Her
hug was
sweet and strong.
"What a surprise!" she said. "I had no idea you were coming
to Prague."
"A sudden whim," he answered, although--if he were completely
honest--it was neither.
"I'm so glad," she said, moving back to look at him, the long braid of
her hair swinging. "Oh, my."
"What?"
Her fingertips brushed his temples, the hair that until recently had
been gray and was once again black. "You look so young."
"And you look beautiful," Duncan replied, sidestepping her comment
with the ease of long experience, and with complete
truthfulness.
Sara had inherited her mother's stunning features, though her hair was
dark
honey instead of pale gold, and her eyes were more gray than
blue.
"Daniel's a lucky man."
"As long as he keeps thinking so," Sara said with a smile.
"Are you hungry?"
"I could eat."
"Then we will." She turned to the woman at the reception
desk. "This is an old friend of my family's, Sister Marjeta,"
Sara said, linking her arm through his. "I'll escort him
while he's here."
"Yes, Sister Caorran," Marjeta said with a nod and then turned to
answer a blinking phone.
"Sister Caorran?" Duncan repeated softly as they crossed the marble
floor of the lobby and started up the grand curving staircase.
"That's what I'm called here. Many of us chose new
names. It's a recognition of our commitment to the community,
to the work."
"Like nuns?"
"Yes, in a way. Only, not *all* the vows."
"I'm sure Daniel is glad about that."
She grinned impishly and said, "So am I." At the top of the
stairs, she pushed open a great brass-studded door. Duncan
followed her
into a vast room full of light and shadows--light from the row of
windows
all along one wall, more light leaping from the mirrors and dancing
from
the chandeliers high above, and shadows from the past. The
long skirts
of dancing women swirled by, as men in velvet and lace kept time with
stamping boots and clapping hands, and musicians played at the far end
of the salon.
"What?" Sara asked, and the shadows and the music disappeared.
He summoned a smile. "Oh, just admiring."
"You mean remembering," she corrected. "I know that look."
"I guess you would," he said. She'd grown up with an
Immortal, and she worked with one nearly everyday.
"When?"
Duncan thought back. "In 1754. Or maybe
'55." He
pointed to the elaborate fireplace on the side wall. "Right
there
is where Amanda set fire to a contessa's gown. She got the
fire put
out." His grin came of its own accord. "She also
got the contessa's
jewels."
"Ah, Amanda," Sara said with a nod. "I should have
known." Her gaze became intent upon him, grey-blue eyes
searching his.
"What?" Duncan asked.
"You look so young," she repeated, and Duncan knew from experience
that she wasn't going to let him side-step again. Sara had a
tendency toward stubbornness. "Younger than I am," she
added. He'd died
for the first time at the age of 29; Sara would soon be 33.
"I can't
call you 'Uncle Duncan' anymore," Sara concluded.
Duncan had to nod. "It could be …"
"Awkward," she finished for him, and Duncan nodded again.
"How about just 'Duncan'?" he suggested.
"Duncan," she repeated, trying it out. "Why not? It
is
your name. Or was. Have you gone back to it?"
"Mostly. I started using it again a month ago, when I left
New Zealand." Mark Johnson had had a good life for thirty
years--bought
a farm in New Zealand, married a wonderful woman, raised two children,
even held a granddaughter in his arms--but that life was
over. It
was time for Mark Johnson to disappear and for Duncan MacLeod to return.
Sara pulled him to her for another hug, even stronger than
before. "I was so sorry to hear about Aunt Susan.
And to have it be so--"
"Thank you," he said quickly, cutting off the flow of
words. Not that he didn't appreciate the sympathy behind
them, but he'd heard
those same phrases and accepted those same condolences more times than
he wanted to remember since the plane crash five months before. "The flowers you and Daniel sent were
beautiful," Duncan said. "Susan loved white roses."
"I know. She would always show us her garden when we
visited." Sara pulled back, but kept hold of his
hands. "Did you sell the
farm?"
He nodded. "I signed the papers six weeks ago. Neither Paula or Tom is interested in sheep
farming. But it went to a good family. They'll keep
it well."
"That's good," she said. "I'm glad Colin's kept our farm in
the Highlands. I can't live there, but I like having it still
be in the family."
"I know what you mean," Duncan agreed. "And it's been good
for your dad, too, being able to live in the caretaker cottage there
these
last three years. The Highlands have always been his home."
"Colin says he's doing OK," Sara said with a quick nod and a tight
smile. "Better than that first year after Mom died."
Duncan would have given Sara a hug then, but she let go of his hands
and turned away to open a small door that was blended into the
wainscoting on the wall.
A long hallway, another set of stairs, and two more doors found them at
a dining hall, busy with the chatter of voices (mostly female) and the
clink of dishes. They chose food from a buffet, then Sara
picked
out a table for two near a window overlooking a garden, all bare twigs
and gray stone at this time of year, save for a pair of magnificent
hollies in the distance. "Cassandra won't be joining us?"
Duncan asked as they sat down.
"She wishes she could, but the president asked her to call him at
12:15. I'll take you to see her after lunch."
"The president of Phinyx Company?"
"The president of the United States." Duncan blinked at that,
and Sara explained, "She was on his staff when he was a
senator. They're good friends."
"I see." Duncan started on his soup, deciding to save his
questions about that for Cassandra. "How have you been, Sara?"
"Busy. Daniel's out of town for a conference this week, and
Alea has a cold, and then work is always hectic this time of year,
organizing food distribution and fuel rationing for the winter."
"I thought you looked a little tired."
She wrinkled her nose in a quick grimace of irritation.
"That, and I had a miscarriage last week."
"Oh, Sara." He reached across the table for her
hand. "I'm so sorry. This is … the
second?"
"The third." He started to speak, but she cut off his
expressions of sympathy just as he'd cut off hers. "I've had
one child." Her smile was determinedly brave as she squeezed
his hand and let go. "That's more than most women these
days. I'm lucky."
She was. In the last dozen years, the sterility plague had
spread across the globe. Births were rare, and many schools
for young children stood empty and silent. On the positive
side, orphanages were mostly empty, too. "How's Alea?" he
asked, and as he had hoped, just the mention of the little girl's name
brought a proud smile to Sara's face.
"Very happy to be three. She loves music; she's always
singing. And there are other children here, so she has
playmates."
"She's here, in this building?"
"Oh, yes. We have a daycare and a school here. It's
almost naptime, but we can see her later this afternoon."
"I'd like that," Duncan said then switched to the older generation.
"Have you seen your dad lately?"
"In September." Sara sliced her potato in two with a single, neat
stroke. "He stopped by here for a few days on his way back to
the
Highlands after he was with you in New Zealand." She looked up
then.
"He said it was good to spend time with you."
"It was," Duncan agreed. "We haven't done that very often
lately."
"Often? Do you mean the last fifty years?" Sara teased. "Or the last
hundred?"
"Hundred, I guess," Duncan said with some surprise. Connor
had been busy raising Rachel in the 1940s and '50s, and then he'd
opened the antique shop in New York City. There had been that
sailing trip
in '77, but then Duncan had met Tessa and Connor had married Brenda, so
there went the '80s. For the last thirty years, their
families had
kept them busy on opposite sides of the globe. They'd seen
each other,
of course, at least every other year, but a holiday with wives and kids
wasn't the same as two clansmen roaming the world. "In fact,"
Duncan said, "we had such a good time that I'm on my way to Scotland to
see him again. You'll be at the farm for the holidays, right?"
"I don't think so, Duncan. Not this year. Things
are so busy."
"All the more reason to come." He leaned forward with an
encouraging smile. "John and Gina are coming, and Rachel, and
of course there are horses. Alea would love that,
right? I know you miss riding. We can celebrate my
birthday, your and Colin's birthday, Christmas, New Year's Eve, and
then your dad's birthday … And we'll be walking to the
stones to see the sunrise on the solstice."
"The solstice stones," she said softly, looking away, a faint smile on
her face. Then she shrugged. "That's a guy thing."
"Sara," he said reprovingly. "It's a MacLeod thing."
She smiled even as she shook her head. "I'm not a MacLeod
anymore; I'm Sister Caorran here at work and Sara Harulfson at home."
"You'll always be a MacLeod, Sara," Duncan told her firmly, "no matter
what name you bear. The name doesn't matter."
"Yes, it does," she corrected, then proved it by calling him by name:
"Duncan MacLeod of the clan MacLeod."
"All right," he allowed. "It does matter. But
whether you call yourself one or not, you're a MacLeod. And
you should come home for the holidays, Christmas at least. It
would mean a lot to your father to have you there."
"It would mean a lot to me, too," she answered softly. Her
faint smile reappeared. "Maybe we will. I'll talk
to Daniel, see
about our schedules."
"Good," Duncan said, satisfied.
"You'll have to die your hair gray again," she pointed out.
"Colin's wife doesn't know about Immortals, and neither does Daniel."
"I know," Duncan said, grimacing as he ran his hand through his
hair. "I still have a little dye left. It'll be
enough."
She was silent for a moment, seemed about to speak, but then stood
and announced, "I'm getting some coffee, and I think I saw blueberry
chiffon tarts at the dessert table. Join me?"
Duncan was already on his feet. "Of course."
Halfway to the buffet, he stopped and turned, hearing a familiar voice
at a nearby table. But the man's hair was too dark a brown,
the chin too narrow, the eyes the wrong shade of blue.
"He sounds just like Colin, doesn't he?" Sara asked. "I did
the same thing when I first heard him. Sometimes, I still do."
"Who is he?" Duncan asked as they poured coffee into white china mugs.
"Paul Edgerton, my half-brother."
"Your biological father …"
Sara was nodding. " … got married and had a family
of his own. Colin and I have two half-sisters, too.
They're still in England. Paul's really good with computers;
the Sheffield office hired him seven years ago. He
transferred here last spring."
"Does he know?"
"No," she said, placing a tart on her tray. "I don't look
that much like his sisters, and he's never met Colin."
Duncan selected apple strudel, and they finished their luncheon with
talk of Alea's antics and Duncan's plans. "Paris, after the
holidays, I think," he told Sara. "It's true, you know; it
really is beautiful in the spring."
"You love Paris," Sara said, an observation that surprised him, coming
from her, even though it was true.
"As they say, it's a city of love." It had been for him, and
more than once. Perhaps it could be again.
She nodded, but then her eyes unfocused slightly, as if she were
listening to voices only she could hear. She probably was;
subdermal receivers left your hands free, and couldn't be mislaid or
stolen like phones. The two guards at the gate and the guard
at the fountain had them; Duncan was sure. Sara's eyes
focused again, and she asked, "Should we go see Cassandra
now?" Duncan nodded, and they carried their trays to the wash
line then left the hall.
They'd gone up one flight of stairs and halfway down a corridor when
Duncan nearly collided with a trim young woman in gray.
"Excuse
me," he said.
"No, excuse me," she replied, her hand resting lightly on his arm,
her smile bright and warm. Unlike most of the women he'd seen
today,
her hair was clipped very short, a soft velvet blackness close to her
skull. Her skin was dusky cream, her eyes chocolate brown.
"Guard Amshula," Sara greeted her, and Duncan realized that Amshula's
gray jumpsuit with black piping was a military uniform of some
kind. The only insignia she wore was an enameled pin on her
collar, a silver sword upright behind a circlet of olive
leaves. He'd seen the same badge
on the guards outside. Sara wore a pin, too, though hers was
of a blue and white earth spinning on an axis of gold.
"Sister Caorran," Amshula replied, letting go of Duncan's arm.
Duncan offered Amshula his hand. "I'm Duncan MacLeod."
Her handshake was quick and firm, her smile even brighter than
before. "My name's Amshula; I'm glad to meet you.
Have you been to Prague before?"
"Yes, but not for some time. Things have changed."
"Perhaps I could show you around," she offered. "I moved here
two years ago from India, and I have come to love this town."
"He's on his way to an appointment," Sara told her.
"And I am on my way to a class. But later?
Three-thirty?"
A walk in the city on this cold,
sunny day sounded like an excellent way to recuperate from hours on
airplanes and trains. But Amshula obviously was also interested
in another type of exercise, and Duncan wasn't. Not now. But explaining
why would bring forth either sympathy or an attempt to "console" him,
and Duncan didn't want either. He hadn't wanted them from Amanda, and
he certainly didn't want them from a mortal woman he'd just met. "I'm
sorry," he said, giving her a sincerely apologetic
smile. "I'll be busy."
"Perhaps tomorrow?"
"I'm afraid I'll be leaving in the morning."
"Ah." Her gaze swept from his feet to his face then she gave him
another dazzingly smile as she handed him her card. Her fingers were
warm against his palm. "If you'll be in Prague again, v-mail me."
Duncan's smile promised nothing, but she seemed to take it as a good
sign. There was a definite sway to her hips as she walked away.
"Friendly girl," he commented to Sara as they continued down the hall.
"Very friendly," came the dry reply. They turned the corner,
and Duncan stiffened slightly as the sensation of another Immortal's
presence ran up his spine and settled at the base of his
skull. "No need
to knock, is there?" Sara noted, then opened a wooden door.
"Duncan!" Cassandra called, and she met him halfway across the long,
narrow room. "It's so good to see you again," she said as she
kissed his cheek and briefly clasped his hands.
It seemed Cassandra still wasn't much for hugging, at least not with
him. But her eyes were bright, her smile genuine, and she
looked
happy and at ease. Quite a change from the woman who'd
appeared in
his dojo thirty-three years ago, speaking words of an ancient prophecy
and
begging him to kill a man who had hunted her--and haunted her--for
years.
Quite a change, too, from the raging virago who, six months after that,
had
set
out to kill another enemy while battling nightmares from her
past.
Ten years of therapy and twenty years of working at a job she liked had
helped her enormously.
"Cassandra," he said and kissed her cheek in return. Behind
him, he heard the door shut as Sara disappeared into the hall.
"Come sit down," Cassandra invited, leading the way past the desk to a
pair of comfortable chairs standing in front of the multi-paned window
that went from ceiling to floor. She set her knee-length hair
to
one side as she seated herself, her turquoise skirt flaring about her
and
her long, silver earrings sparkling in the sunshine. "How
have you
been?" she asked, but the intensity of her gaze and warmth of the words
made it more than the standard conversational opener.
Duncan ducked it anyway. "All right."
She didn't take his hint to leave it alone. Cassandra, like
Sara, had a tendency toward stubbornness. "Saying goodbye is
always hard," she said softly.
"Especially when you don't get the chance to say it," he retorted,
and saw with a brief flare of satisfaction how she winced at the pain
in his words.
"That does make it worse," she agreed, her eyes far away, and he
realized that some of the pain was her own. "I'm sorry for
your loss, Duncan," she said, and that formal phrase gave them both a
place to hide.
"Thank you," he replied simply.
Cassandra finally got the message and changed the subject.
"So, you're Duncan MacLeod again."
"I've been Mark Johnson for thirty years. It's time."
"Connor would certainly agree. Though not, perhaps, on the
choice of name."
Cassandra's witch-powers didn't seem to be working today.
"Connor suggested it," Duncan told her.
Her eyebrows went up, but then she nodded. "Being Connor
MacLeod again has been good for him. And giving his name to
his children He's always wanted that."
So did Duncan. Maybe someday …
"How does it feel?" she asked. "To be Duncan MacLeod again?"
"Good. But different."
"Because you're different?" she asked.
Duncan considered that. "Maybe." Living under
another name had changed him. But just plain living had
changed him, too, and
as of next week, he'd have 438 years of that. No
matter. "Duncan MacLeod is who I am, and who I'll always
be." It was long past his turn to ask her a
question. "Is Cassandra the name your father gave you?"
"No," she said, her eyes going distant, looking into the
past. "That name is gone. That girl died, long
ago." Cassandra focused on him, returning to the here and
now. "The lady of the temple told me what I was, and then she
gave me my name." She smiled as she
repeated his phrase: "Cassandra is who I am, and who I'll always be."
"As Connor will always be Connor."
She nodded, her smile lingering, then prodded, "And Methos?"
"I suppose. He's had that name for five thousand years."
"But he hasn't used it for the last two thousand years." The
words sharpened. "Except with you."
"And with Amanda and Dawson," Duncan pointed out. "And with
you."
"He had no choice with me. I knew his name."
And his past. The words went unsaid between them.
Silence could be sharp, too. So could secrets; they all knew
that.
"What can I do for you, Duncan?" Cassandra asked suddenly, warm and
friendly again. "This isn't simply a social visit."
"No," he agreed. "You and I never go to each other unless we
need something."
"True enough," she said, almost sadly. "Though I do take
pleasure in your company, Duncan, and I would like to be your
friend. And so, if I can help you now, I will. What
can I do for you?" she asked once again.
It shouldn't be hard to ask this one simple question of her, and yet
… it was. Was the reason pride? A desire
for privacy? A reluctance to expose this want--this need--in
him? Especially to her? But what business was it of
hers? None at all. And it
wasn't as if he were the only one interested; she'd been the first to
bring
up his name. "I'm looking for Methos," Duncan said.
Cassandra, annoyingly enough, did not seem surprised. "Have
you asked Emory Dawson?"
"She said she couldn't help." Which, Duncan knew, didn't mean
she
didn't know. Not that Emory would lie to him, but she would
protect Methos's privacy, if he'd asked her to. She'd been
good
at keeping secrets even before she'd met Joe Dawson; ten years of
marriage to a Watcher had just given her extra practice. Had Methos
asked her to keep quiet? And if so, why? Duncan
hadn't
wanted to put Emory on the spot, so he hadn't pressed her for more
information. Cassandra was another story. "Do you
know
where he is?"
"No. I'm sorry, Duncan, I can't help you, either."
"I thought you kept track of him."
"I try," she said dryly. "Sometimes I even succeed.
But mostly, I have to wait for him to come to me."
So had Duncan, over the years. He was tired of waiting.
"The last time I saw him was two and a half years ago, at Alex's
funeral," she said.
That was the last time Duncan had seen him, too. Methos
hadn't come to Susan's funeral; Duncan hadn't known how to reach
him. Two weeks after, flowers had arrived, with a card that
read only, "My deepest condolences. M."
"He was living in Toronto then," Cassandra continued, "studying
engineering at
university, but he was graduated in December that year.
Amanda might know where
he went."
She didn't. Duncan had already asked. "Thanks
anyway, Cassandra," he said.
"If he contacts me, I'll tell him you'd like to see him," she offered.
Methos knew that already. Or he should. Duncan let
it go with a nod, then asked, "So, what did you and the president have
to talk about today?"
She blinked once before she answered. "His daughter would
like to have a child. He called to see how the fertility
research was
going."
"And how is it going?"
"Slowly."
"Is that all you talked about?"
"Oh no, Tom and I are old friends. We talked about his dog,
his wife, his golf game, and his strategy for reelection in the
fall. He's worried about the coalition of Reds and Blues
holding together, especially with Texas and New England each
threatening to secede because of the other's laws."
"States' rights," commented Duncan sourly. That issue had
torn the U.S. apart nearly two hundred years before; it might again.
"Mmm," Cassandra murmured, though whether in agreement or disagreement,
Duncan couldn't tell. He fought back a sudden urge to yawn,
and Cassandra said, "You must be tired from traveling. Would
you like a room to rest in for a few hours, perhaps spend the
night? You and I can talk more over dinner, and you could
play with Alea this afternoon. We also have a fully equipped gym."
"That would be wonderful, thank you." A nap, a playdate with Alea, a
brisk stroll around Prague followed by some exercise, then dinner with
Cassandra and a place to spend the night. "Perfect."
Cassandra opened the narrow door behind her desk and beckoned to the
young woman in the adjoining room. "Sister Janna, would you
please escort Mr. MacLeod to a guest room? The third floor."
"Of course, Sister," she said, smiling shyly at Duncan as she opened
the door to the hall. "This way."
"I'll see you at dinner, Duncan," Cassandra promised, and she waited
until Duncan and Janna were all the way down the hall before she shut
her office door. As Cassandra turned around, the narrow door
near
the bookshelves opened, and Sara stepped into the room. She
sat
on the edge of Cassandra's desk, her feet swinging, while Cassandra
leaned
back in her desk chair.
"Why does he want Methos?" Sara asked, getting right to the heart of
things, as usual.
"To take his mind off Susan? Methos always gives Duncan
plenty to think about."
"Why do you think Methos hasn't been in touch with him?"
"Perhaps because he knows that Duncan needs to think about Susan some
more. Six months isn't much time after losing a wife of
twenty-three years."
Sara nodded sagely. "Doesn't want to be caught on the
rebound. Who does?" She grinned. "Not
you, that's for sure."
"Impudent chit," Cassandra retorted.
The grin grew wider. "That means I'm right."
She was, but … "Timing is always important, and between your
father and me, with our history …," Cassandra started to
explain, but Sara waved it away.
"I know," she said fondly. "You want him to be happy, and you
also want him to want you. So you're waiting to see if he's
ready. I get it. I'd do the same." She
started rearranging the pens in their holder, matching orphan lids to topless pens, and looking up occasionally
from beneath her bangs.
"Do you think Uncle Duncan--I mean Duncan-- is ready? For sex? Or for a
relationship?"
"Maybe. People grieve in different ways. They heal
in different ways. Sex can be healing. Duncan seems to find it
so. Within a month after his long-time lover Tessa died in the 1990s,
he'd been with two women."
"He turned one down today. Amshula
nearly ambushed him on the way here,
and even though he ducked her invitation--twice--she still gave him her card. Maybe she should be
reassigned to the
fourth floor."
"A courtesan requires empathy as well as enthusiasm," Cassandra
reminded her. "Her psych eval was accurate; she belongs where
she is, with the Guardians. She'll settle down in a few
years."
Sara looked skeptical, but she didn't argue the point. "Still
... Uncle Duncan's been married so long, and he likes women so
much. I can't see him with a man."
"I can," Cassandra said. "At least this one." She'd seen them together only a
few times, but whenever they spoke of each other, she'd heard the
intensity
in their voices and seen the yearning in their eyes. A
cautious yearning
in Methos, an uncertain yearning in Duncan, but yearning all the
same.
But before his quarter century with a family of his own, Duncan hadn't
been ready. He still wasn't, not quite. But soon.
"Does that bother you?" Sara asked. "I mean, not him and a
man, but him and Methos?"
"Actually, I rather like it. Methos will keep Duncan busy,
and Duncan will keep Methos in line." And she wouldn't have
to worry
about either of them bothering about her.
Sara pushed the pen holder--now organized--aside. Her
feet stopped their swinging. "Why did you tell Duncan the
research was going slowly?"
"It is."
"I was reading Grace's report while you talked to Duncan. She
says the new vaccine looks promising."
"It still needs to be tested, and that takes years."
"I don't have years," she said, tossing her braid back over her
shoulder, her mouth set in that stubborn line Cassandra knew very
well. "I'm going to volunteer."
"Caorran--," Cassandra began, using her special name, her name of
power, the name Cassandra had gifted her with when Sara had turned
seven years old, on a winter day of silent voices and quiet snow.
"I've dreamed of my son, Cassandra!" Sara said, that power humming
within her now. "I've seen him, alive and well, and standing
between
me and Daniel." She leaned forward eagerly. "I want
another
child."
So did many women. "It could be an adopted son," Cassandra
pointed out.
"He's not."
Cassandra paused. "The dream is that clear?"
"Yes."
Cassandra's dreams had never been that clear. But each talent
was unique, and Caorran's foresight had been uncannily accurate
before. Cassandra had hopes that the tendency would breed
true, in Alea and in the offspring of Colin, and Paul, the
half-brother, and the two half-sisters
in England, too. And to have a boy from Caorran
… Yes, indeed.
"You should discuss it with Daniel first," Cassandra said.
"I'm going to, as soon as he gets home." She stretched her
arms behind her head, cracking joints and flexing muscles.
"Council meeting tonight. Full regalia, right?"
She nodded. "It's Nina's investiture as Healer.
It'll be good to have nine members again."
"Yeah, no more tied votes," Sara said, but Cassandra knew the number
nine had more benefits than that. Three-filled three, nine
months from conception to birth, nine muses of poetry and dance
…
"At least we don't call it the Gray Council," Sara said. "And
we don't have to wear long gray robes with enormous hoods, and we have
chairs so we can sit down."
Cassandra laughed aloud, remembering a television show from forty years
before. "Your mother let you watch too much TV."
"Babylon 5 was on DVD," Sara protested. "Just like Star
Trek. Those spotlights on the Gray Council reminded me of
transporter beams. Colin and I were always waiting for Scotty
to beam them up."
"What a cross-over that would be," Cassandra said then continued in a
horrible Scottish accent, "Captain, I dinna have coordinates for that
alternate universe programmed in ma transporter! It'll blow
up the ship, fer sure."
"Och, ma wee puir bairrrns," Sara joined in, clasping a hand over her
heart. "Ma engines, ma bonny, bonny engines." She
fell over sideways on the desk and croaked, "I'm dead, Jim."
"Then why are you still talking?"
"Oh, come on, Cassandra," she said, sitting up again and pulling her
legs up so she could wrap her arms about her knees. "Nobody
really dies on shows. They always come back
somehow. Like Immortals."
Except it wasn't "always," even for Immortals.
Sara knew that, too. "Who do you miss?" she asked
softly. "Which Immortals do you wish were still alive?"
"Only the Immortals?"
She shrugged. "You know we're going to die; that's a
given. So you're not in for the long haul. But with
Immortals, you might think, 'This person I can know for centuries,
maybe for my whole life.' That's
got to be different."
"Yes," Cassandra agreed. "There's that chance, that hope for
the future."
"So who do you miss?" Sara asked again.
"Oh my." Cassandra leaned back in her chair,
thinking.
"The lady of the temple, most of all. She was my first
teacher, my
mother in a way. Kalia, a priestess there, a sister to
me.
I could use her help now. Ramirez, of course, my fourth
husband.
I miss Rebecca, though I never knew her. I wish we had
met.
And I miss Orlath. She had such brilliance, such joy."
"Your student?"
"Yes, but not in Immortality. Ceirdwyn was her teacher for
that. I taught Orlath pottery, weaving, music, the
arts. We lived in a
monastery in Ireland, before the Vikings came for the gold."
Before
Roland came for her. Cassandra suppressed a shudder and
banished
the memories, then sat up straight. "Thank you, Sara, for
asking that.
Sometimes we Immortals focus on old enemies so much we forget about our
old friends."
"It's neat to hear about them. I think I'll ask my dad the
same thing, when I see him over the holidays."
"I'm glad you've decided to go," Cassandra said.
"Me, too." Sara hopped off the desk and headed for the door.
"Sara," Cassandra called, and the young woman turned around.
"I don't think Duncan needed to know I was talking with the president."
That stubborn look was back again. "I think he did."
"Your father has appointed himself my guardian. Your mother
set Methos on my trail. I do not need your Uncle Duncan
looking over my shoulder, too."
Sara cocked her head to one side, looking very much like her mother
often had. "When I was six, you told me, 'Need and want are
not the same.'"
Cassandra forced herself to confront the truth of that. She
didn't want Duncan looking over her shoulder, but in Sara's opinion,
she needed him to. And maybe Sara was right. Like
mother like daughter, again.
"I've always remembered that, Cassandra, because you were
right." Sara waved cheerfully then left the room.
"Impudent chit," Cassandra said once more, but she was smiling, and the
words were full of love.